Journal

In a mood, evidenced by changing Denote’s default file format twice in ten minutes.

I don’t know what to write about today. I’m sitting here at my usual desk typing into a full-screen Emacs frame with a few of my usual buffers open. I did end up giving up on Doom again. It’s just more than I want, even though it does a lot of nice things without my help. And I miss having SPC as leader key. I’m not doing that general.el thing again, either. Oh well, I guess it’s back to C-c or C-x for everything. ...

I honestly don’t know whether the past few days of tinkering with Emacs evil-mode, Doom, etc. was fun or a complete, confusing waste of time. Right now I’m thinking the latter.

I should apologize for my mood this morning…Sorry about my mood this morning. Yesterday, I decided to bring back my Doom Emacs config. I’ve been missing evil-mode and using Space as leader key. Sometimes hitting Control-this Control-that constantly becomes tedious, ya know? After a couple of hours, I bailed on the idea. Doom offers a ton of quality-of-life features, but it also contains a lot of magic. As much as I appreciate the magic, I too often feel like it’s working against me. Back to my own config, which works against me too, but at least it’s my fault this way. ...

I need to find a way for my brain to relax. I spend entire days with a dozen apps open, each with a dozen tabs open. I click rapidly between them looking for something to focus on. I never find anything. Part of my problem might be that I’ve surrounded myself with too much infrastructure. There are dependencies everywhere. daily.baty.net for example. The idea is that I have a separate blog that works well for short, daily writing. Except that now I have two blogs. And I’m (for the moment) using Kirby for that one. This means an entirely different workflow and setup. This is great for when I’m feeling bored with Hugo. It keeps me from moving this blog back and forth. However, it’s also more stuff in my brain. Do I need more stuff in my brain? Right now, I don’t think so. Hence, I’m writing today’s journal post here. ...

AI can be useful to me, personally.

I spent hours this morning trying to find a good way of adding some metadata to the cover images on the blog. I wanted the temparature, at least. I tried shoehorning it into my Retrobatch script, but that was a dead end. Whenever I’m lost in image manipulation, I turn to ImageMagick. Boy did that take me down a rabbit hole. Long story short, I figured it out. But now I don’t like it. ¯_(ツ)_/¯. ...

Yes, I changed blog platforms again. It’s been like a week, so it seemed like we’re due for a change. :)

LinkedIn is not the right place for me to find interesting work.

you can “study” the data later and rearrange it. But the initial “just remember this” impulse should be as close to simply throwing the data at Emacs as possible. Remember Mode (Manual) I like that. I’ve been secretly conducting an experiment called “Use Obsidian Exclusively for 30 Days”. It started a week ago. I’m typing this in Emacs, in case you’re wondering how it’s going. Most days, I write the same things in both paper and digital journals. Then I print the digitital one. What’s wrong with me? 😄1 ...

Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative. Oscar Wilde Walking Alice this morning shortly after 3:30 AM, I thought the moon looked weird. There was only the slightest sliver lit and the rest was a deep red. Turns out there was a total lunar eclipse at 3:30 that no one told me about. That explained it. I spun up a WordPress blog this morning because I was bored and wanted to tinker with something. It’s so easy to get started, but the block and site editors still feel like a janky, confusing mess. Just make me a nice theme with a few options and access to CSS and I’m good. I deleted the site 20 minutes later. Guess I’ll need to find something else to play with today. ...

Nothing feels fun right now. Most of the things I typically enjoy have become frustrating exercises. I love paper notebooks, but can’t bring myself to write in them for more than a few minutes. I love film photography, but I don’t feel like dealing with the constraints and the costs. I’ve no patience for it. I love movies, but none of them look interesting. My typewriters collect dust. It’s probably just another allergic reaction to the terrible shit happening in the world right now, but I’m finding it hard to shake. ...

I just exported 2700 tiddlers from my TiddlyWiki as one big markdown file, split it into individual files, and renamed them using Denote’s format. ¯_(ツ)_/¯. I guess I tired of searching my Denote notes, coming up empty, then having to go to the wiki and search again. I’ll write some notes about it at some point. Using ChatGPT reminds me of when they started letting us use calculators in class. Sure, I forgot how to do long division by hand, but who cares? Everything else was so much easier it was worth the trade. ...

It seems like this is turning into an Emacs blog. Not that there’s anything wrong with that :). It’s getting harder and harder to discover useful videos on YouTube. Every thumbnail is created using the same “Make a crazy face and point at something!” format. Every title is a despirate grab for attention. The recommendation algorithm is all over the map and usually not helpful. I rely on subscriptions to known quantities and recommendations from other people. I wish it was better. ...

My eyes were bored so I changed themes again. Back to PaperMod for now.

I’d like to not create these daily journal posts, and instead create several individial posts. The problem is that so much of what I write here in journal posts is not Postworthy. So, I’ll keep doing this, I guess.

Avatarium is new to me. I love her soulful (clean) vocals and the doom/sludgy sound. It’s like Joni Mitchell and Black Sabbath teamed up. Too many journals. Not enough to say.

I would love to be a person who goes out to photograph because I have something to say, rather than someone looking for an excuse to play with cameras and because I’m bored. I find YouTube to be 95% useless, but the other 5% is helpful and can be absolutely amazing and wonderful. If I cancel my subscriptions to every newspaper that publishes something stupid, I’ll have nowhere left to get any news. Mastodon, you say? Hardly. ...

Hey everyone, a little more empathy, please. Thanks.

New t-shirt is funny. I’ve been shopping for desktop computers to run Linux. Something easy and nice, like a low-mid range Thelios, maybe. This is a terrible idea and I should stop doing it at once. When do you think I’ll finally find something that I’m good at? There are too many people in my head. I like Matt Birchler’s Quick Reviews app, but I wish it would look up the year/director for me. The new iOS app might do something like that, but I won’t use the app on iOS. ...